I can do anything for 37 more days

I hope I never sound like I am complaining. I am so grateful that I am blessed to be a mother and that I get to have another son. This pregnancy however has been really hard for me. With thinking that I lost him twice, throwing up the first whole trimester, my placenta ripping and being on bed rest, contractions and then needing to have surgery on thur due to a blood clot issue.

I am soooooo ready to have this little dude in my arms. He doesn't move very much so I asked my father in law to give me a blessing. I had been having a lot of anxiety about him not making it. I feel like for everything I have been through with this little guy if anything happened to him I would be shattered. You would be no matter what but this is just my journal of how I have been feeling.

I'm scheduled to have another ultrasound on Dec 7th and they are going to see how big he is. Right now he is scheduled to come out Dec 27th. However I am hoping that they take him Dec 20. That way I would be home before Christmas. When I went to the Dr my blood sugar and blood pressure where not so good which is another reason they may take him out early. I love him! I cant wait to meet him. I cant wait to kiss his little toes, fingers, and his whole face. I can't wait to see if he looks like Rodney or the girls.

I pray that he knows I love him so much and that even though this pregnancy has been sooooo hard on my body and emotionally I feel like he is worth it. I love love love my Mason! I cant wait to see you in 37 days I hope its sooner but more importantly I pray you are healthy and know how loved you are!