Today I got a phone call from the Dr saying that my glucose was so high that there was no point in taking the 3 hr test and that I had to go to the dietitian next week and get a monitor to check my blood. Ohhhhh this bummed me out. I had gestational diabetes with Karlee but not the other two so I was hoping I was in the clear :(
This pregnancy has been so different than the other 3. Usually when I am pregnant I feel great! This time I barfed the whole first trimester, I thought I had 2 miscarriages, was on bed rest for 6 weeks and now I have gestational diabetes. I know it could be worse and I don't want to hear that. Its just my back is killing me and I have been having contractions and I will be super happy when Dec 27th is here and I am holding this little angel in my arms instead of my tummy. I love him and I am so happy to be pregnant. Its just been a lot harder this time around.
I had thought that we were going to be moving into a house to rent and now I'm not thinking its going to work out. So I have been bummed about that. The place we are renting is really small and you can't ever open the windows cuz the neighbors all smoke and its its just been a rough week.
I probably shouldn't type when I am in this mood. I know that whatever each family is going through is hard and there are just a few things that have all hit me this week and made me feel like ok my plate is full and I can't take anymore bad news this week.
Matt thought that he was supposed to get his bachelors in February but it is looking more like June. He said maybe this is a blessing in disguise because then the baby will be 6mths old and our lease will be up and we can move. Time will tell. I am just feeling like we don't have the best luck, stinks!
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