The lessons you can learn at Wal-Mart

So the kids have been sick the last week and a half and are still sick. Today is the first day since Monday that Karlee hasn't had a fever. There are boogies flying everywhere and the tears have been flowing. So last nite I told Matt I had to get out of this house or I was going to loose it(emotionally). So I went to Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart!!!!! Its ironic I worked there for 7yrs and and thats where I went for a break. Well Wednesday nites are great at least this one was. It was surprisingly quite and I was able to pick up some much needed staple items for the house. I picked up a pkg of hostesses cupcakes and sat in the car and ate them it was great. Then there was a knock on my window and it was a Spanish man with a bag of what I think was hot chimychungas and he had a container with more. I shook my head no and said no thank you and he went on, as I watched him walk around the parking lot trying to sale this food he had made I started to ball. I felt so sad that this man was probably having a problem with the language barrier and how hard that must be on his pride to have to walk around the W.M parking lot trying to sale food so to provide for his family. It mad me so sad. I know that things have been hard for us since I stopped tending kids but I am not needing to walk the W.M parking lot and sale food. It made me frustrated that things are so hard and also grateful for what I have. I had a good cry and came home and felt a lot better.